Wanna know how my heart is now?

YES. EMPTY

2011 Wrapped UP (Part 2)

Okay cut to the chase, leave the sad part behind! now for the Happy part of 2011 :)

Mu'adh , Ummi and Khadijah

Okay so the first picture is about my mother's and my sister's birthday celebration :)
So we celebrated their birthday this year a little bit different. With my brothers fiancee around, Mu'adh's Girlfriend and friend around and yeah. As you all know, Najwa Latif also kind of, Celebrated the birthday too! Special credits to Najwa Latif, thanks for the video :D and also my sister got a very special present, a limited edition , Iphone3gs from Najwa Latif! See! told ya it was special!

This is me and Najwa Latif in a car From Putrajaya

Okay firstly, NO SPECULATION NO GOSSIP! LOL. I'll make this story very clear now. So, Fadilah Ahmad and I went to Frinjan in Putrajaya by public transport. we went there to support Najwa Latif. On that day, theres not much people around as the place seems to be quite remote and when we arrived, theres nobody disturbing her. So we stopped by her to say hi. It makes me quite happy and shocked too that she remembered the first time we met at the SACC Shah Alam during one of my relatives wedding and she also remembered that I tweet-ed her! not to forget kak ika who also remembered me :D

Then after we spent our time there, she was about to go somewhere else and we also want to go back home, it started to rain. And then they(br. azhari, najwa latif and kak ika) ask us, how are we going back. We said "by taxi" and we started walking in the rain. Fadilah and I was talking and imagining that they would stop us and give us a ride to a nearest taxi stop. And guess what? Their car stopped in front of us, Najwa Latif came out and shouted "Korang! Jom la naik dengan kitorang!" and so I was like "SEERIOUSLY?? IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING?"

So we accepted and we entered the car with happiness. We only thought that they would stop at the nearest taxi stop. BUT WE WERE WRONG. We went all the way from Putrajaya to Petaling Jaya!!!! So this picture was taken when we are inside the car. Sorry Wawa! malu sangat nak btau nak hamek gambar dalam kereta masa tu. :P We had a very great time in the car. We talked and chatted and have some joke with them as if we are not a stranger to them at that time :) I just can't believe that they are so kind hearted to us! And later that day, Najwa tweeted something about me and Fadilah came to Putrajaya to support her :') I melted for the whole day :P

Najwa Performing at the wedding in SACC

Okay sorry because things are messed up. But I've mentioned that I met her for the first time in SACC. So this is when she was performing and I shouted "FUIYOO! SEBIJIK MACAM DALAM YOUTUBE!" If she remembers. Im glad :P But this is not how she remembers me :P We met outside of the Ballroom. She was about to go back and I actually wanted to go to the toilet but then I saw her going the other way. So I turned and chased her just to take picture with her :) the picture was now my Avatar in Twitter(4/1/2012). I took pictures with her and the moment her sister (kak ika) came to help me take the picture, my phone died T.T and that is the reason why Kak Ika remembered me :P and I obtained the business card later on :) Never did I know this was the point that I start my friendship with Najwa Latif. :) I am such a happy guy since then :P

Najwa Latif and Khadijah at UiTM SS17

Okay so this is when I bought the ip3gs from najwa for my sister and this was the day Najwa Latif was announced to be the finalist for AJL :) We went there to support :D So this picture is taken at the same day when I recorded Najwa's Birthday wish for my Mother and my sister. :) On Najwa's hand is a scrapbook/journal made by Fadilah Ahmad and on my sisters hand is Najwa Latif's present for my sister. Isn't it awesome that najwa gave something to my sister? We didn't see it coming but She is one lucky girl :D

So done with the pictured story. Want to continue with the unpictured story or you still need the pictures? choice given.

The stories which I have the picture but un-uploaded yet

1. Met Aaron Aziz during the shooting for Najwa Latif's MV Sahabat :) and Najwa Latif's shooting

2. Met Tun Dr Mahathir in Yayasan Bukhari for the War Crimes Tribunal

3. I met Elfira Loy in One Utama when I was forever alone

4. Met Matluthfi when lepak-ing with my cousin Afnan

So do you want the story to be written with pictures or just words? :)

That's All for now and Happy new year 2012 :) new year, old resolution but amended :D

2011 Wrapped UP (Part 1)

Salam and what is up guys?

Me? 2011 was A-W-E-S-O-M-E

Well. Mostly. 2011 are treating me like a Man rather than a Cute boy which I am glad I'm not a cute boy.

So. If my fellow readers recall my posts for 2011. most of em mainly talks about a girl I love, the girl I fancied for more than a year :P

And I'm here with a sad news or perhaps a good news or whatever the type of news you want to name it.

So this girl, she finally ANSWERED my question, my so called "proposal" of making her the only candidate for a wife. AND THE ANSWER IS...... *Ba Dum Tsssss*

she said NO :) :| :\ :'(

Some people asks me.

1.Am I okay with it?

2.Can I deal with it?

3.How do I feel after the wait for 1 year+ and answer is NO?

So this first post is the answer for all the question about LOVE that reaches its end.

1. I am okay with it of course. I'm glad at least she answered the call with the answer that wraps up everything. It's a lie that I'm not sad with the answer. But for the knowledge of fellow reader(if there is any reader), I am well prepared for any kind of answer. As a man, I learn to respect a decision made. Love isn't about force after all right?

2. I can deal with it. Frankly speaking, I cried, I smiled, I learned, I bear with it with all my heart. Self motivation, religious support, family's support, friend's support. I manage to get myself a bit managed. though I'm not standing on my feet currently.

3. How do I feel? I feel good and sad simultaneously. I miss her and I have not really moved on with it. But I'm not chasing it. I feel good because I now know that I don't have to wait any longer and I'm literally free from waiting :) I feel sad because I really love her.

So I guess maybe she's just not the one for me. But who knows?

And a thing that I had planted in my mind, I won't really be looking for a new one, as it seems pathetic. But! I didn't make myself unavailable. It's just that. The next girl who I might be falling for have to be extra-ordinary or extra-terrestrial :P

So that's it folks. The question answered. :)

And yeah. Some of my friends told me I should've moved on earlier than this. but guys,
it is not about that. I love her. despite theres big events that happens to be the reason why you guys think I should move on, i forgave her and still be loving her. Reason? No reason actually. I just don't see myself giving up on her before my promise had been fulfilled or she gave the answer.

oh ya. Some people asks what is the BIGGEST event that causes me to cry the most when I am waiting for her?

The Answer: I went to T*****G, P***K, Malaysia , which is the place she lives. I told her a few weeks before the day I went there. And so the day before that, I reminded her and she said "insya-Allah". But during the day of event. she went to I**h, so, I didn't get to meet her. What is the conflict? I was alone, no money, no one around, no place to sleep and I'm in a place I'm not familiar with. So during earlier that day, I was with Illya and Rasyid. But both are unavailable for me to stay with~And that night, I've decided to sleep in a mosque.

The night in the mosque, theres an old man which is less sane than a normal guy. He scares shit out of me =,= and I can't get a sleep that night. Feeling unsafe, feeling sad, feeling lonely and alone. What can I do?

Later that morning, I was performing the Subuh prayer, another shit happens. One of my bag was stolen. luckily i kept the money and my phone on other bag. So inside the stolen bag was my charger, some of my undergarments, and my toiletries. Still it costs some money but lucky enough my money which I needed are kept un-disturbed. And lucky enough again, the thief who stole my stuff thrown all my stuff on the ground as they are not that valuable to be stolen outside the mosque. And so I called for some SOS and luckily they are available to help. CREDITS GOES TO FARIEZA and FA ZO :') thanks for saving me :')

and only after that I went to my safe zone, KULIM :D

So that incidence was the big event that causes my closest friend to be very furious and asks me to stop.

P/s: I didn't really blame that girl because it may be inevitable to go somewhere that day :)

1st post. Done.

Just a piece of mind drawn with alphabets

Phew, again. I think you guys already know how will I start the post. Each and every time after decades of drought of words and posts in my blog. Thus, I think it's okay for me to just skip the part where I apologize and "lie" to you all about wanting to be active again in blogging. LOL.

Okay so the thing is. As this blog been left alone for quite a time, suddenly i noticed that the number of readers is now 70! Okay fine I know 70 is a very small amount. SHH! lemme get to the point on why am I so excited about this stuff. My blog is no cool blog(not the CoolBlog drink n stuff) and not an extraordinary blog where fancy stuff are posted and promoted. Therefore, 70 people who subscribed this somewhat a personal blog is a huge number for me.

Next, The trolling session.

YES I WANT TO TROLL A BIT TODAY! ISN'T IT AMAZING? I USED CAPS SO PEOPLE KNOW THAT I AM SINCERE IN TROLLING! AHAHA

OKAY SO THERES THIS ONE GIRL WHO IS COMPLAINING AND TROLLING ON PEOPLE THAT IS TROLLING ABOUT THIS PARTICULAR GIRL WHICH CURRENTLY I AM TROLLING ON HER. SO THIS GIRL IS SADLY AND WAS CAUGHT. HOW CAN I SAY. A LIAR. THUS, DURING THE PERIOD OF ME, BLOGWALKING ON THAT BLOG, I FIND MYSELF AMUSED BY THE HILARIOUSNESS OF THE JOKE THAT SHE IS POSTING AND THE JOKE PEOPLE ARE DOING. I DON'T KNOW WHY SUDDENLY I GOT THIS MIGHT TO ACTUALLY OPEN THAT BLOG AND READ IT. IT WAS HILARIOUS!

Okay im done trolling. pheww...

And before the post is ended. Just telling in case you guys are wondering. Currently!

Jabir-Abdullah Amir

1. Had re-activate his facebook account due to important issues

2. Is now doing his final semester in the centre for foundation studies IIUM.
2.1: He is taking 3 subjects namely
2.1.1: Arabic Listening Skill
2.1.2: Arabic Speaking Skill
2.1.3: Law And Society.

3. Currently working as a host at A&W SS2(part-time) during weekends

4. Still single and still waiting for the expected date

5. Had a problem of time management and discipline

6. May be having some health difficulties. (No worries. not a big issue unless been told)

7. Desperate =,=

8. Addicted to....... wait. im not addicted

9. Had not read any newspapers recently and getting very left behind

10. shortage of financial budget.

BUT! all of this is not a big deal. well. several are.

The thing that matters most to me is, I should be happy, I should be thankful to Allah for everything :)

And lastly but not leastly (I know my language is getting worse)

I created this post! AGAIN! for someone who meant a lot to me :)

That person is.... wait, just guess from the characteristics given. You guys are great stalkers. come on! :-

1. A person who went to Langkawi recently
2. A person who obtained good grades in her last semester

3. A person who makes me smiles and cry in a short period

4. A person who makes me feel confused! ahaha

5. A person which is very cute and seems to be a bit childish at times

6. A person who I miss A LOT!

Just Telling And Making Things Clear

How to say it in a human language? Hurm. Okay.

As I believe, you guys might have notice that the name Jabir-Abdullah Amir has no longer in your timeline in Facebook. Or maybe you just don't really care.

Anyhow, for you guys who might have noticed it and been wondering where the heaven and hell on earth is Jabir-Abdullah Amir on Facebook (especially who always been contacting me, stalking me, asking me questions, tagging me, messaging me, commenting on my wall, posting on my wall, group discussion, AND POKE ME). I declare hereby, Jabir-Abdullah Amir had Deactivated the Facebook Account!

Ok. I know you would ask that question. The answer is:-

No, It's not entirely because of that, But something to do with that. Anyway, the absolute reason was I did it randomly and trust me when I say. Shit happens the day I was about to do it! so it seems like im deactivating it because of that. Im not that lame and desperate or emo just because of that!

However, to answer the next question arises. You can reach me Using the comments section below, Formspring or Twitter :) link given on the right side of my blog.

Im not going to make this post long but just to inform, its not the reason in your mind and i might just want some space. oh wait. I already got the space bar (lame joke i know)

Don't Want to waste the time that I may had Wasted

Okay so now, I may not be having anything to tell but just as to share and like the title shows.

So, I've been through a lot in life. Now what I have isn't perfect. But it doesn't piss me off

I take it mostly as a lesson that I'll treasure for the sake of experience to share in order to help people around me. I can say, I learn happiness the hard way. Life has never really been how I've always dreamed of.

But the thing is, being strong is never an easy task. In fact, never that I say that I've never been sad(Read my older post and it answers quite much). Being strong is how you face the challenge. Our brain can easily trip off if you fail to handle things. You may be feeling that everything is out of your control, people are not with you, seems like you never actually achieved anything in life. Well, always bear in mind, you have achieved something in life, if it wasn't because of it, you might not be in your place right now.

I remembered a simple but very big impact words of Allah in the holy Qur'an. Well, to simplify my means, Allah never give a test to his servant out of their control. So why worry? Failure doesn't mean you are useless. It's another lesson of life that you discover! You can handle stuff. just be strong and try to look at problems the positive way. Let me again simplify this. Change how you look at problems like this

You wanted to buy a house which seemingly hard to afford.

Instead of saying : I will never afford to buy this house!

Try looking at it differently by saying(and bear in mind): How will I afford this thing? Where should I start? When will I start to pay for it?

It'll be totally different! You by yourself can set a goal to achieve it!

I may not say much and talk further but just to share and may it pleases and help you people the next time you encounter a challenge :)

Much oblige, pray for my best to be a Muslim lawyer, A family man, A husband, and a statesman :)

Dusty Blog

PFOOOOOOOOOFFF~~~~~~

Oh My GOAT! It has been a long time even since my last post. TRUST ME, that last post is the last time I logged in to the blog.

oh one more thing, what's with the big font? okay this is better.

You must be wondering what happened to me since the last post. well.... i got hit by a car. TETTTT!!! Total lie! haha.. its just that i've been busy, i've been lazy and i've been er. uh.. uhmm... that's just it. SO!

Do you need me to tell you about what I've done in the past few month?

comment on the comment section below. OH WAIT!

I AM NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME writing long and boring post. lemme just fast forward to the latest ok?

So what happened the lately was, I FINALLY GOT OUT A SERIOUSLY HECTIC SEMESTER! well. techinically. At last i may breath without problem. Haha... The awesome part was

I MOOTED AND I WON! 1 year of holding a position in Foundation Moot Club at last make it's 1st move into becoming lawyer. It was. and still is, AWESOME :)

Ok less talk more pictures right? unfortunately I don't really have much pictures. BUT! These pictures are enough to show you what I've been doing right?

This is my friends, which is the respondent, we had a great trial. I won. but they are Awesome I tell you!

This is my Co-Counsel, Aszfar. Quiet. but when he speaks. He's good!

The Future Lawyers with Yang Arif Noor Dzuhaidah :)

The future Syar'ie Lawyer. AWESOME RIGHT?

In the Moot Court. Everyone takes pictures :)

Okay so I'm done with the current post. I know. It still is. boring as evar! haha.. still this post is just to share the latest thing im into and i was asked by someone to post this. wanna know who? LEMME SHOW YOU!! *sorry ye Fatin! hehehehe

She is the one who is responsible for this post. WAIT!
Please don't tackle her. Saving her for someone :P
anyway Fatin, This post is made special for you actually :) Have fun reading

To all the readers and subscribers, this post is for you guys too!! I love you guys. seriously. im tryin to re-build my blog. i hope i can beautify my blog. haha :)