Sorry for my behaviour :'(

Hurm.. suddenly i fell not to good.. maybe ive done something wrong....

So this post is to say im sorry for the things that i had done.. or maybe without noticing that i did..

maybe i being too emo at times... i sort of cant control it.. maklum lahhh.. manusia

anyways... through this post.. i want to apologise for everything ive did wrong.. ever since we met... until this day...

this is my error... im not a perfect human.. nobody is perfect after all...

so i really need you to understand me.. okayy?

i hope when you read this short post, ull understand ;)

Jabir, Cerita, Cita dan Cinta

Recently, the most popular topic that came into my ears is LOVE.. I dont know why.. day by day the topic "LOVE" became so popular until my head keeps thinking of it.. So that is the POWER of LOVE.... so what is up with love actually?

Love . lOve. loVe. lovE. LOVe. LOvE. LoVE. lOVE

even in my formspring account people keep asking me tonnes of questions relating to LOVE! that is.. about my "crush".. haha.. its weird yet kinda funny that people seems to be interrogating me about my crush... haha.... So.. here it is.. lemme tell a lil bit about my crush ;)

My crush is young, happy, beautiful and awesome. we met by awesomeness. i fall for her because she is one of a kind..
FAQ's

1. Do I look into having a special label with her? NO i prefer to have her labelled as JABIR'S WIFE.
2. How much do i love my crush? As long as i didnt go beyond the laws of islam :)
3. How old is she? SHE IS YOUNG :)
4. Whats her name? Google in "jabir's crush"
5. Where is she from? MALAYSIA
6. Did she know that I have a crush on her? Yes
7. Whats her respond? err.... idk how to say it :p
8. How do you find her attractive? how can i say this... hurm... pelik+pelik= pelik2!
   
9. if people ask u to define the relationship what will be the answer? We are friends!
10. U are a student from IIUM and you talk about love. Isnt that wrong? What is wrong when i talk about love? cinta itu kan fitrah manusia.. i will eventually get married.. and Islam never stop us from loving someone. its just how we channel our love!

perempuan kena jadi jinak-jinak merpati - Encik Murad

So above i answered 10 FAQS about myself.. but that is not the main topic.. ive read from a book.. it says "Fitrah perlukan hidayah, jika tidak, fitrah akan menjadi fitnah."
so its not wrong to fall in love but we must guide our love to a right way and method so we dont go astray.

Me myself im not that islamic or pious type of guy.. but for me, matters about religion is very important especially matters related to the laws and punishment of Islam. In Malaysia it is impossible(well for me now it is IMPOSSIBLE) if you are a fornicators, youll never get the right way of punishment here in Malaysia and u surely are going to be punished in Hell!
SO! I definitely worry that this love which is permissible by Allah is polluted with Shaitan's virus!! Im not that strong to resist( i think) if i am alone with a girl by my side.. because its fo sure that shaitan is with us at that time.. no matter what.. PLUS! if the girl is the one we love.. our heart will be easily tricked by that damned creature to whisper the word of lies and makes u think that physical contact before marriage is LOVE.. pergghhhh!

As a lesson to us.. we should really learn to be shameful to Allah and not to humans.. The same thing is mentioned so many times everywhere.. so this time i tell a story about the ppl i know so whoever think its them can check on themselves :)

I went to the night club SS17(pasar malam je snanye) then there is something caught my eyes.. for the first time... i saw a girl with a guy infront of me.. both looks familiar... but i feel awkward to say hi or to give salam... that guys hand is on the girls back(wth!) ... so i was thinking is that really them? but i keep myself silent and move forward without saying anything.. Then the next time i went to the Suuq al-Layl(night club SS17) same person caught my attention.. the very same couple.. this time, FRONT VIEW! so hell of a clear view of them.. they are holding hands... but then the girl saw me and quickly let her hand off the guy.. at that time.. i was dissapointed... so dissapointed... shes not an ordinary student who i can consider "understand islam" because she is not taking UI in UIA.. but her action is so so soo stupid.. she let her hand off her bf just because she feels shy that i saw her... but im NOT A GOD.. why not she did the same when she noticed i was looking at her to Allah? she should notice that Allah had been watching her since like... uhhh... FOREVER!

so my point is, even when u learned n u understand ur religion, dont ever put ur religion on the second place.. NEVER do so.. when u walk with the girl/guy u love alone, ur wall of iman will surely fall apart.. shaitan will be there for u!

ok. ok ok... lets leave that behind.. hahaha

Back to Jabir, Cerita, Cita dan Cinta.....

Jabir: orang yang nak sangat bercinta sekarang ni.. atau dalam ni kire "hero" cite laa

Cerita: haaa... Cubecite cubecite cubecite.. camni citernye

Dalam Hati Aku Terdapat Satu Taman. Taman Ape?

Taman BUNGA!

Bile Hati da bunga ni.. layan la lagu jiwang karat skit! :P
walaupun skrg ni aku dgr lagu korea yg aku x faham ape die cakap...

So update blog skrg ni pon update yg cam jiwang karat gituuu XP

jadi hati aku ni da sakit angau cinta la ceritanyaaaa
so gi la klinik iman ntuk dapatkan ubatnye :P

Cita: Bila cakap sal cita mesti la cita-cita kan? sebabkan post related pasal cinta, so inilah Cita-cita

Saya target nak graduate dengan degree Syariah dan bekerja dalam bidang undang-undang
samada jadi peguam, penasihat undang-undang atau yg berkaitan dan mungkin juga
sebagai seorang pensyarah atau guru syariah :)

ini cita-cita yang jarang kita dengar..
saya bercita-cita untuk menjadi seorang suami :)
saya ingin berkahwin dengan seorang wanita yg akan bersama saya sepanjang hayat saya
dan dengan harapan dia menjadi bidadari di syurga :)

Cinta: Ni kire Khatimah cerita la ni :P

Ya.. saya masih sendiri, belum punya isteri belum punya kerja, belum punya harta
saya juga manusia saya punya perasaan dan saya juga jatuh cinta
hati saya mudah tersentuh bila bicara tentang cinta.
saya ingin cinta saya diredhai Allah
saya ingin DIA yg menjadi permaisuri hati saya menemani saya
membina cita dan harapan
membina keluarga yg harmoni dan taat kepada Allah yg esa
menikmati indahnya cinta yg halal
dan menikmati
INDAHNYA HIDUP BERSYARIAT

Usage Of English Among Youth Nowadays

Actually this post is to give my opinion on the usage of English among youth nowadays.. it is to help my friends who is taking english this semester. :)

Well, based on my observation, Actually the usage of English among the youth especially teenagers is quite popular. In fact, me myself, i prefer to write in English rather than Malay. But the usage of English is not widely use in rural areas. As we can see, some Malaysian doesnt even know how to speak proper Malay but they are excellent in English especially the teenagers who lives in urban areas.

The fact that this phenomenon occur due to the exposure in the usage of the English Language in rural areas and also urban areas are different. I make it simple by giving the idea of how people react in the urban areas and also in rural areas.

When A Man/Woman in Urban Areas Speak Malay: these people are seems to be the group of people who have "low" level of education.. therefore they tried to speak english with others

= so usually people in the urban areas seems to be "evolving" and start speaking english until a point that English gradually become their 1st language rather than Malay

When A Man/Woman in Rural Areas Speak English: these people are called "bajet mat saleh" because they speak english in the place where the level of intellectual is a bit low(i didnt say that they are stupid) but you can judge by yourself whether its true or not.

= so these group of people, they will eventually feel shy and this will stop them from using english to communicate and this eventually cause them to be very weak in speaking English.

the fact that i have a friend from kedah who actually really-really like to speak English.. but due to the surrounding community, he feels like his interest in English is imprisoned. but when he went to the university.. I can really-really see that his ability in english is very impressive..

The point that im trying to tell is the difference between the rural area and the urban areas on the usage of english and the factors that affects the usage of English.

to simplify it:
1. the usage of english is quite popular among youth from urban areas
2. it is less popular among the youth in the rural areas
3. The factors of why the usage in Urban areas is more popular than in the rural areas.

i dont know whether this helps tyou guys.. but i just give my opinion i ideas on this.. u guys just take the ideas and make your own words

Mock Trial Wa Ghairuha :)

Jabir-Abdullah(JAY),Khadijah the awesome sister n Norela Ahmat AWESOMEST MOM!

With Bismillah I start this post...

Alhamdulillah.. Mock Trial: Jelita is over.. and not just an ordinary over.. Jelita was a HIT! It is LEGENDARY!!!! Im not saying this because im one of the actor.. but this is from the feedback from the awesomest FRIENDS and also other people who watch this Mock Trial. Thanks for watching everybody! :)

First of all.. It has been 2 month of practice of JELITA... and yes.. it is tiring yet AWESOME.. we all have been "torchered" by our Director.. ha ha.. but its cool for me because he got the VISION on where and how he want the Mock Trial to work... I dont have any idea on what to say.. so i just tell a story based on pictures.. and maybe some videos

Ouch! THAT is going to HURT!

Haa... Terkejut ke? well.. he dont get slapped for anything.. he asked daus to slap him to get his FEEL... so now u see how hard we worked for this.. or lets say that.. IT HURTS! ha ha ha.. But I think the hard work pays off at the end of the day.. we had a lot of fun.. THANK YOU MOCK TRIAL CREW!!! And special thanks to Zaqquan as the PM.. without him.. theres no JELITA.. and of course.. Tasmina Binti Hishamuddin!!! such a g
reat actress.. she made me cry :') she was MIND BLASTING! happy to have you as a friend Amalina! YOU ARE AWESOME!!

Before AND After GAY!

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

Not to worry im not a real gay or any other name for it.. ha ha ha.. but ill say that acting like one is a reaaaaaaal hard work.. they say i look pretty! ha ha ha!! i don't know how to respond.. should i be happy or angry? i don't wanna look gay! but its hard not to be happy.. ha ha ha.. orang puji kot! kalah pompuan tu haa.... oyehh.. CHOOOOOIIIII!!!!! :P

Siapa Lagi Cantik? Ha ha ha!!

this picture was taken after the show.. and i was shocked to see such embarassing picture.. ha ha.. a second i think for myself.. do I really look THAT GAY????? hahaha... oh yess.. i hate to see myself in the video during mock trial.. that is soo soooooo GAY!*kutuk diri sendiri gila-gila*
this is the picture of me n Fatin Nabilah :) muka yang sangat girlish VS a real girl :P

My Picture with my beloved mother and sister :)*kak paan also in the pic!*

Much Much Much Much LOVE to Ummi n dijah because both of you came and support me :')
and tonnes of sorry for Dzar n Afnan because i didnt get to buy you guys the ticket.. but if i get the videos... i promise ill give it :) and also Kak Paan!! Thanks for coming! glad to have a senior like u in AIKOL :)

Lastly.. Praise to ALLAH for making our day such a happy day! wherever we go.. I know u'll always be with us! :) :) :) :) :)

I'LL BE MISSING ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CONTRIBUTED FOR JELITA VER MUCH!!!

And special thanks to Zatie Razak who borrowes me the BB for the internet! :) such a great friend i have here in IIUM :)

Uhibbu Biladi Malizia

Warna Jersi Yang Dipakai Pada Malam Final AFF Suzuki

This is MY Jersey that i made
Using the facebook Application

Alhamdulillah... Malaysia succesfully won the AFF Suzuki after so many years of this event.. I'm not really a HUGE fan of Malaysian football.. but that doesnt mean i don't support Malaysian football.. though most of the time I condemned the players due to their attitude... but the final match(1st leg and 2nd leg) shows the increase in the quality of the game play.. Much respect to Rajagopal for being such an amazing coach... and yes! FAHMI.. I can say he's the man of those match... such a great keeper... not to forget Safee who played really-really great.. its awesome to witness their winning though i just watch in on the television.. but the HARIMAU MALAYA really shows their quality...

for the first leg, im not suprised that Malaysia won because they really control the game well.. and even the goals were spectacular! I just wish i could watch it in the stadium that day.. it was worth to watch! for the second leg.. i too.. was not suprised that Indonesia won that match(though they lose the aggregate by 4-2). Much respect for Nasuha, the Indonesian player for the great skill shown during the match.

Nasuha(Indonesian player)

Not to forget, Safee Sali, the TOP SCORER for the cup... YOU ARE AWESOME!!

hope that more Malaysian players could actually be as good as him.. or maybe BETTER than him..

To all Malaysian, especially the players, dont forget to make the sujud syukur for the winning... In whatever we do, our acheivement is always n never from other than Allah :)

Lastly... I hope that the Malaysian squad will keep this AWESOMENESS consistently.. and for the indonesian team.. thanks for the great fight.. may the GARUDA will meet again with the TIGER in other match.. much respect to both teams :)

Journey Of Life

Sebelum mula, nak iklankan selipar Croc baruku
Timekasih byk lah sape teman beli haritu!

Wooh.. Akhirnya dapat jugak masa nak update balik blog ni.. pergh... kesibukan dan ketiadaan internet merupakan punca utama tertangguhnya blog ni... (alasan je tu).. so in this precious moment, let me just share a lil bit of what i have, what i get, what i learned on the past few weeks.. or lets just say.. the month.. of December :)

First of all... this month is one hell of a month! seriously im so freakingly tired.. especially about the mooting workshop thingy.. well.. the story is quite pathetic.. but i wanna include this

Ada apa dengan gambar ini??? haaa.. this is the story... this is the day that Shakinah told me to get the approval for the proposal for the mooting workshop.. i can say... due to the way i dressed up... it makes my day very much in ease.. without any problem, i went to the Department of Law to meet up with the head of department to get the approval.. within minutes i send the proposal, the HoD approves without any problem... BUT!! its sad that it doesnt finish that way... theres a bad thing... very bad thing happened the next monday(of ya... i dressed up like in the picture on friday).. I went back to the Department to get the signature of the head of department on behalf of the Arts programe dean(or maybe D.Dean.. im not sure).. that is when the HELL starts.. all of a sudden, our budget proposal was again being checked and this time... theres a lot of money that is being cut by the HoD~~.. at that moment, my heart feels like it is going to stop! haha... but finally.. long story short, after a few discussion with the advisor n a little change.. the problem is solved and we only have to wait for the day to come.. huuuuu

Next! this is like the happier part of the month... MOCK TRIAL... yes! I love to say that I love the cast and crew for Mock Trial... Though there are a little bit of conflict during the training n stuff.. mock trial is still awesome... from the director, Putra Haziq, Programme Manager, Zaqquan, And also the main actress, Amalina... they are AWESOME.. i say! AWESOME!!! and also the otheer actor(too much to be stated)... the ticket or its better to say Invitation card.. oh yaa.. Invitation card.. i got the picture of it.. haha.. but just the envelope.. but youll be suprised when u look inside! :P

Haha.. btw.. please do ignore the name on the envelope! haha.. what to do.. because it is written that way.. so i decided to take picture of it.. haha... anyways... The poster for JELITA really makes the mock trial much more interesting... i really like the way Amalina's face are captured and put into the poster.. it really shows the puaka-ness of the evil girl.. hahaha... btw.. this is the poster :)

haaa... kan kan kan? he he he... oh btw.. not to forget.. the Trailer for mock trial.. i really like the effect... so if you are about to watch the trailer.. i suggest to watch it either using headphone/earphone or by increasing your speaker volume to the loudest you can... and watch the trailer.. you will get the feeling.. haha.. you may watch the trailer here :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h31L4kIk23s

it is a not to be missed event! make sure you already have your own ticket!! haha!
so i think thats all i can write for today... i just want to include a little bit more picture that can be related with Mock Trial... or maybe some out of topic.. hahaha

Friends, Meet Gonox! She's FUNNY and adorable.. hahaha
fav quote "aku natrah!" n "toopan"

Nazir, bestest friend.. hahah.. sumpah rajin gila!
dia tech director, dia yg urus prop.. kesian.. byk keja dia
oh ya.. NAZIR! buat FB cepat!

NI Kerusi yang dipatahkan semasa latihan Mock Trial..
Hahaha.. siapa individu yg bertanggungjawab?
ini yg kita x tahu.. hahaha

Awal Muharram

Salam Ma'al HIjrah. Moga kita boleh cuba berusaha untuk berubah untuk menjadi insan yang lebih baik :)

walaupun pada dasarnya kita seharusnya muhasabah diri kita dan cuba untuk menjadi yang lebih baik setiap hari... Imam Ghazali pernah mengatakan bahawasanya, hari ini perlu menjadi lebih baik dari semalam dan hari esok perlu lebih baik dari hari ini, jika hari ini lebih teruk dari semalam maka celakalah orang itu O,o.. maka sesungguhnya kita tidak mahu menjadi golongan yang celaka :O

Lagipun kita harus sedar bahawasanya Allah tidak akan mengubah sesebuah kaum itu melainkan kita berusaha untuk mengubah diri kita sendiri :D

Jadi harap-harap la kita dapat berusaha dan berazam untuk tahun baru ini, kita dapat realisasikan dan berubah menjadi insan yang mengabdikan diri kepada Allah S.W.T dan menyumbang sesuatu kepada perkembangan Islam dan kepada Dunia ini sendiri :D

Wallahu a'lam :)

Qurban 2010 :)

Bismillah... it is considered as late for me to publish a post about my qurban holiday.. the fact that i dongt have any pictures to be posted to share about Eid Al-Adha... but that doesnt mean i cant post something right? so let me start with looking back at the history of our prophets Ibrahim and Ismail.. When Allah commanded Ibrahim to slaughter his own son(Ismail) , Ibrahim shows the loyality and total submission to Allah as he told ismail that he should slaughter ismail.. so then, when Ibrahim as about to slaughter Ismail, Allah SWT changed ismail with an animal... so thats a brief history about the Ibadah of Qurban :)

I think that should be enough to be shared..

1st quarter of sem 2 :)

Wahh... Akhirnya tiba cuti selama 5 hari setelah menghadapi minggu2 yang sibuk dan penuh dengan perkara2 yang menyebabkan kepala ini pusing.. ditambah pula dengan masalah kewangan.. hehe... tapi... Sebagai seorang remaja Muslim yang yakin denga janji Allah.. Dalam setiap kesusahan ada kesenangan :) maka, tetap aku bertahan sedaya mungkin menghadapi segala ujian dengan cekal.. fuh... lega... apa yang berlaku beberapa untuk minggu2 sebelum eid?

maka telah dijadikan kisah... balik UIA awal sebelum sem 2 mula... brief untuk Legal Theatre...

then induction for Sayembara Puisi.... Making Poster for CMC's Stand Cinema... then the hectic life keep on going because of meeting and also theatre practice... then 1 day..... pegi check Fitness... dia kata lembik.. kena makan byk n excercise.. since then.. is tart to jog and eat more.. pastu duit makin kering.... so then.. kena keluar duit pulak for the club.. hehe.. malam sebelum hari final legal theatre n sayembara puisi tu... Putra Haziq semangat suroh bangun kul 6..buat latihan la.. kononnye dia nak datang.. tapi skali tgk dia x muncul2.. hehe... tapi xpe.. malam 10 tu pon bermula.. jadi PC sayembara night mmg x mudah.. Serabut kepala.. sikit lagi nak botak... dah tu pulak.. boleh pulak group Dikir barat nak amik Gong.. tpakse la aku gi naik pentas buat muka tebal pi amik gong n tukar ngan bunyi ayamn.. ahaha... pastu lak terus solek n blakon theatre... serious letih.... habis je tu... kitorang sibuk dok jaga booth MeLEX.. hehe.. Pojan char koey Teow.. ngan Barbican,... si Gonox lak wat aku x benti gelak.. nada dia cakap. " Aaa.. Cakoteau" sumpah legend! hehehe..... yang aku, nazir, illya n zaqquan ni dok terhimpit ngan assignment ILH.. hehe.. dalam keadaan tu sempat lagi kitorang main PAINT BALL :) dapt jugak num 3... walaupun kapten asek mati kene headshot kan.. tapi team FMC tetap mantap :)

malam masa ada Islamic musical night tu.. aku punya semangat dt awal dok depan.. tapi pastu kena halau belakang.. menyirap bro! bayar 5 hinggit.. pastu kena halau blakang.. mmg PC event SAMPAH! sorry to say but mmg FAIL! but xpe lah.. da lepas..,. then the closing ceremony.. mmmg masa ni sume orang nga berhrap dapat event terbaik la.. hehe.. masa tu team FMC and MeLEX dok skali. kami menyengal kan diri.. wat lagu koir masa nyanyi lagu Negaraku n buat backup singer ntuk lagu CFS.. MANTAP! pastu Putra Haziq wat perf... sumpah bes.. pastu ada babak2 gila... hehe.. malas diungkap.. tapi pusingan yg aku buat masa dia nyanyi lagu sway mmg x leh blah la.. hehe.. :P but the end of this quarter is.. i ran out of money, my credits out.. and yeah.. miskin gila... :(

Oh... there is still a lot to tell abt Eid.,. but ill post it on other post... hehe...

Revived From Death

It seems that it just happens... Again... Well... This is me.. What do you expect.. Im searching the consistency in writing a blog. Actually I planned to re-create a blog for me to share what i have read so that we all could take the benefit from the book... but then, flipping through my friends blog.. I suddenly realized that.. Why not I re-activate my blog? then I tried.. well.. I forgot my password... but then I managed to revive my Blog from "death".....

Well... This is the examination week.. I had just recovered from my fever... yesterday was the English Placement Test.. I dont think it is that hard.. but im worried that I did not get to be exempted this time.. IM DESPERATE.. I just had finished my Arabic examination approximately 45 minutes ago... The life in UIA is kinda fun... but when I am busy.. I do REALLY MEAN IT....

Currently hearing the songs by The Corrs... feeling old because this song is rather old... but its fun though..... Waiting to get the mood to study Basic Themes Of Qur'an... I have not even start yet!!! Huarrgh... better get going...

ma'a Taufiq Wa Najah :)