Sorry for my behaviour :'(

Hurm.. suddenly i fell not to good.. maybe ive done something wrong....

So this post is to say im sorry for the things that i had done.. or maybe without noticing that i did..

maybe i being too emo at times... i sort of cant control it.. maklum lahhh.. manusia

anyways... through this post.. i want to apologise for everything ive did wrong.. ever since we met... until this day...

this is my error... im not a perfect human.. nobody is perfect after all...

so i really need you to understand me.. okayy?

i hope when you read this short post, ull understand ;)

Muhasabah Cinta

Whooo.... Lately i've been selecting songs for me to sing.. Surely I'll sing a simple yet meaningful song... so... i searched for a song that would be lovely, simple yet very meaningful :)

Okay.. so the song is Muhasabah Cinta a song by EdCoustic... And here is the lyrics:

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar
Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya ilahi....
Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu

If we hear this song and swim deep into its lyric... its so soo meaningful.. i can say the rythm is some kinda sweet.. the first time I hear this song I thought its a love song about male and female... but after listening a couple of times.. my heart starts to feel so touched :')

Actually I want to include in my video... but then.. i feel too embarassed to do so.. hahaha... forget bout it... main thing is.. let us relate this love song with ordinary love song.. its a big difference! :P

Why cant we be this romantic to Allah? He gave us a lot of things and blessed us with love... and never for Him to betray our love!

To say that we love Allah is very easy.. but to prove our love is the part where people mostly fails! So let us together 'muhasabah cinta kita kepada-Nya'

Nevertheless.. I dedicated this special song to my special friend :) I hope you'll love it ;)

I was thinking of including the video of the song but unfortunately i dont have it :'(

still youll be able to hear it... :)

Mock Trial Wa Ghairuha :)

Jabir-Abdullah(JAY),Khadijah the awesome sister n Norela Ahmat AWESOMEST MOM!

With Bismillah I start this post...

Alhamdulillah.. Mock Trial: Jelita is over.. and not just an ordinary over.. Jelita was a HIT! It is LEGENDARY!!!! Im not saying this because im one of the actor.. but this is from the feedback from the awesomest FRIENDS and also other people who watch this Mock Trial. Thanks for watching everybody! :)

First of all.. It has been 2 month of practice of JELITA... and yes.. it is tiring yet AWESOME.. we all have been "torchered" by our Director.. ha ha.. but its cool for me because he got the VISION on where and how he want the Mock Trial to work... I dont have any idea on what to say.. so i just tell a story based on pictures.. and maybe some videos

Ouch! THAT is going to HURT!

Haa... Terkejut ke? well.. he dont get slapped for anything.. he asked daus to slap him to get his FEEL... so now u see how hard we worked for this.. or lets say that.. IT HURTS! ha ha ha.. But I think the hard work pays off at the end of the day.. we had a lot of fun.. THANK YOU MOCK TRIAL CREW!!! And special thanks to Zaqquan as the PM.. without him.. theres no JELITA.. and of course.. Tasmina Binti Hishamuddin!!! such a g
reat actress.. she made me cry :') she was MIND BLASTING! happy to have you as a friend Amalina! YOU ARE AWESOME!!

Before AND After GAY!

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

Not to worry im not a real gay or any other name for it.. ha ha ha.. but ill say that acting like one is a reaaaaaaal hard work.. they say i look pretty! ha ha ha!! i don't know how to respond.. should i be happy or angry? i don't wanna look gay! but its hard not to be happy.. ha ha ha.. orang puji kot! kalah pompuan tu haa.... oyehh.. CHOOOOOIIIII!!!!! :P

Siapa Lagi Cantik? Ha ha ha!!

this picture was taken after the show.. and i was shocked to see such embarassing picture.. ha ha.. a second i think for myself.. do I really look THAT GAY????? hahaha... oh yess.. i hate to see myself in the video during mock trial.. that is soo soooooo GAY!*kutuk diri sendiri gila-gila*
this is the picture of me n Fatin Nabilah :) muka yang sangat girlish VS a real girl :P

My Picture with my beloved mother and sister :)*kak paan also in the pic!*

Much Much Much Much LOVE to Ummi n dijah because both of you came and support me :')
and tonnes of sorry for Dzar n Afnan because i didnt get to buy you guys the ticket.. but if i get the videos... i promise ill give it :) and also Kak Paan!! Thanks for coming! glad to have a senior like u in AIKOL :)

Lastly.. Praise to ALLAH for making our day such a happy day! wherever we go.. I know u'll always be with us! :) :) :) :) :)

I'LL BE MISSING ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CONTRIBUTED FOR JELITA VER MUCH!!!

And special thanks to Zatie Razak who borrowes me the BB for the internet! :) such a great friend i have here in IIUM :)

Journey Of Life

Sebelum mula, nak iklankan selipar Croc baruku
Timekasih byk lah sape teman beli haritu!

Wooh.. Akhirnya dapat jugak masa nak update balik blog ni.. pergh... kesibukan dan ketiadaan internet merupakan punca utama tertangguhnya blog ni... (alasan je tu).. so in this precious moment, let me just share a lil bit of what i have, what i get, what i learned on the past few weeks.. or lets just say.. the month.. of December :)

First of all... this month is one hell of a month! seriously im so freakingly tired.. especially about the mooting workshop thingy.. well.. the story is quite pathetic.. but i wanna include this

Ada apa dengan gambar ini??? haaa.. this is the story... this is the day that Shakinah told me to get the approval for the proposal for the mooting workshop.. i can say... due to the way i dressed up... it makes my day very much in ease.. without any problem, i went to the Department of Law to meet up with the head of department to get the approval.. within minutes i send the proposal, the HoD approves without any problem... BUT!! its sad that it doesnt finish that way... theres a bad thing... very bad thing happened the next monday(of ya... i dressed up like in the picture on friday).. I went back to the Department to get the signature of the head of department on behalf of the Arts programe dean(or maybe D.Dean.. im not sure).. that is when the HELL starts.. all of a sudden, our budget proposal was again being checked and this time... theres a lot of money that is being cut by the HoD~~.. at that moment, my heart feels like it is going to stop! haha... but finally.. long story short, after a few discussion with the advisor n a little change.. the problem is solved and we only have to wait for the day to come.. huuuuu

Next! this is like the happier part of the month... MOCK TRIAL... yes! I love to say that I love the cast and crew for Mock Trial... Though there are a little bit of conflict during the training n stuff.. mock trial is still awesome... from the director, Putra Haziq, Programme Manager, Zaqquan, And also the main actress, Amalina... they are AWESOME.. i say! AWESOME!!! and also the otheer actor(too much to be stated)... the ticket or its better to say Invitation card.. oh yaa.. Invitation card.. i got the picture of it.. haha.. but just the envelope.. but youll be suprised when u look inside! :P

Haha.. btw.. please do ignore the name on the envelope! haha.. what to do.. because it is written that way.. so i decided to take picture of it.. haha... anyways... The poster for JELITA really makes the mock trial much more interesting... i really like the way Amalina's face are captured and put into the poster.. it really shows the puaka-ness of the evil girl.. hahaha... btw.. this is the poster :)

haaa... kan kan kan? he he he... oh btw.. not to forget.. the Trailer for mock trial.. i really like the effect... so if you are about to watch the trailer.. i suggest to watch it either using headphone/earphone or by increasing your speaker volume to the loudest you can... and watch the trailer.. you will get the feeling.. haha.. you may watch the trailer here :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h31L4kIk23s

it is a not to be missed event! make sure you already have your own ticket!! haha!
so i think thats all i can write for today... i just want to include a little bit more picture that can be related with Mock Trial... or maybe some out of topic.. hahaha

Friends, Meet Gonox! She's FUNNY and adorable.. hahaha
fav quote "aku natrah!" n "toopan"

Nazir, bestest friend.. hahah.. sumpah rajin gila!
dia tech director, dia yg urus prop.. kesian.. byk keja dia
oh ya.. NAZIR! buat FB cepat!

NI Kerusi yang dipatahkan semasa latihan Mock Trial..
Hahaha.. siapa individu yg bertanggungjawab?
ini yg kita x tahu.. hahaha

Revived From Death

It seems that it just happens... Again... Well... This is me.. What do you expect.. Im searching the consistency in writing a blog. Actually I planned to re-create a blog for me to share what i have read so that we all could take the benefit from the book... but then, flipping through my friends blog.. I suddenly realized that.. Why not I re-activate my blog? then I tried.. well.. I forgot my password... but then I managed to revive my Blog from "death".....

Well... This is the examination week.. I had just recovered from my fever... yesterday was the English Placement Test.. I dont think it is that hard.. but im worried that I did not get to be exempted this time.. IM DESPERATE.. I just had finished my Arabic examination approximately 45 minutes ago... The life in UIA is kinda fun... but when I am busy.. I do REALLY MEAN IT....

Currently hearing the songs by The Corrs... feeling old because this song is rather old... but its fun though..... Waiting to get the mood to study Basic Themes Of Qur'an... I have not even start yet!!! Huarrgh... better get going...

ma'a Taufiq Wa Najah :)