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Hahaha.. i just got this message frome one of my friend and it makes me touched! :')

Here it goes:
If u found urself in a dark room,

Red walls around U,
& Blood Come from everywhere!

stop!
Guess where r u?

Don Panic!

U r in my heart.

Take care!

-sadaqawwanul baik-

idk why.. this message sound so.. err... nice? hahaha but its coool...

though i know this message is forwarded :P

still it makes me happy.. thats all.. haha... :) tu je lah! nak ape lg :P

Jabir, Cerita, Cita dan Cinta

Recently, the most popular topic that came into my ears is LOVE.. I dont know why.. day by day the topic "LOVE" became so popular until my head keeps thinking of it.. So that is the POWER of LOVE.... so what is up with love actually?

Love . lOve. loVe. lovE. LOVe. LOvE. LoVE. lOVE

even in my formspring account people keep asking me tonnes of questions relating to LOVE! that is.. about my "crush".. haha.. its weird yet kinda funny that people seems to be interrogating me about my crush... haha.... So.. here it is.. lemme tell a lil bit about my crush ;)

My crush is young, happy, beautiful and awesome. we met by awesomeness. i fall for her because she is one of a kind..
FAQ's

1. Do I look into having a special label with her? NO i prefer to have her labelled as JABIR'S WIFE.
2. How much do i love my crush? As long as i didnt go beyond the laws of islam :)
3. How old is she? SHE IS YOUNG :)
4. Whats her name? Google in "jabir's crush"
5. Where is she from? MALAYSIA
6. Did she know that I have a crush on her? Yes
7. Whats her respond? err.... idk how to say it :p
8. How do you find her attractive? how can i say this... hurm... pelik+pelik= pelik2!
   
9. if people ask u to define the relationship what will be the answer? We are friends!
10. U are a student from IIUM and you talk about love. Isnt that wrong? What is wrong when i talk about love? cinta itu kan fitrah manusia.. i will eventually get married.. and Islam never stop us from loving someone. its just how we channel our love!

perempuan kena jadi jinak-jinak merpati - Encik Murad

So above i answered 10 FAQS about myself.. but that is not the main topic.. ive read from a book.. it says "Fitrah perlukan hidayah, jika tidak, fitrah akan menjadi fitnah."
so its not wrong to fall in love but we must guide our love to a right way and method so we dont go astray.

Me myself im not that islamic or pious type of guy.. but for me, matters about religion is very important especially matters related to the laws and punishment of Islam. In Malaysia it is impossible(well for me now it is IMPOSSIBLE) if you are a fornicators, youll never get the right way of punishment here in Malaysia and u surely are going to be punished in Hell!
SO! I definitely worry that this love which is permissible by Allah is polluted with Shaitan's virus!! Im not that strong to resist( i think) if i am alone with a girl by my side.. because its fo sure that shaitan is with us at that time.. no matter what.. PLUS! if the girl is the one we love.. our heart will be easily tricked by that damned creature to whisper the word of lies and makes u think that physical contact before marriage is LOVE.. pergghhhh!

As a lesson to us.. we should really learn to be shameful to Allah and not to humans.. The same thing is mentioned so many times everywhere.. so this time i tell a story about the ppl i know so whoever think its them can check on themselves :)

I went to the night club SS17(pasar malam je snanye) then there is something caught my eyes.. for the first time... i saw a girl with a guy infront of me.. both looks familiar... but i feel awkward to say hi or to give salam... that guys hand is on the girls back(wth!) ... so i was thinking is that really them? but i keep myself silent and move forward without saying anything.. Then the next time i went to the Suuq al-Layl(night club SS17) same person caught my attention.. the very same couple.. this time, FRONT VIEW! so hell of a clear view of them.. they are holding hands... but then the girl saw me and quickly let her hand off the guy.. at that time.. i was dissapointed... so dissapointed... shes not an ordinary student who i can consider "understand islam" because she is not taking UI in UIA.. but her action is so so soo stupid.. she let her hand off her bf just because she feels shy that i saw her... but im NOT A GOD.. why not she did the same when she noticed i was looking at her to Allah? she should notice that Allah had been watching her since like... uhhh... FOREVER!

so my point is, even when u learned n u understand ur religion, dont ever put ur religion on the second place.. NEVER do so.. when u walk with the girl/guy u love alone, ur wall of iman will surely fall apart.. shaitan will be there for u!

ok. ok ok... lets leave that behind.. hahaha

Back to Jabir, Cerita, Cita dan Cinta.....

Jabir: orang yang nak sangat bercinta sekarang ni.. atau dalam ni kire "hero" cite laa

Cerita: haaa... Cubecite cubecite cubecite.. camni citernye

Dalam Hati Aku Terdapat Satu Taman. Taman Ape?

Taman BUNGA!

Bile Hati da bunga ni.. layan la lagu jiwang karat skit! :P
walaupun skrg ni aku dgr lagu korea yg aku x faham ape die cakap...

So update blog skrg ni pon update yg cam jiwang karat gituuu XP

jadi hati aku ni da sakit angau cinta la ceritanyaaaa
so gi la klinik iman ntuk dapatkan ubatnye :P

Cita: Bila cakap sal cita mesti la cita-cita kan? sebabkan post related pasal cinta, so inilah Cita-cita

Saya target nak graduate dengan degree Syariah dan bekerja dalam bidang undang-undang
samada jadi peguam, penasihat undang-undang atau yg berkaitan dan mungkin juga
sebagai seorang pensyarah atau guru syariah :)

ini cita-cita yang jarang kita dengar..
saya bercita-cita untuk menjadi seorang suami :)
saya ingin berkahwin dengan seorang wanita yg akan bersama saya sepanjang hayat saya
dan dengan harapan dia menjadi bidadari di syurga :)

Cinta: Ni kire Khatimah cerita la ni :P

Ya.. saya masih sendiri, belum punya isteri belum punya kerja, belum punya harta
saya juga manusia saya punya perasaan dan saya juga jatuh cinta
hati saya mudah tersentuh bila bicara tentang cinta.
saya ingin cinta saya diredhai Allah
saya ingin DIA yg menjadi permaisuri hati saya menemani saya
membina cita dan harapan
membina keluarga yg harmoni dan taat kepada Allah yg esa
menikmati indahnya cinta yg halal
dan menikmati
INDAHNYA HIDUP BERSYARIAT

Killing Feeling

How should I even start this? My mood? Im not sure whether im happy or sad.. but this feeling I have right now is totally killing me... Its happy to see what is in front of me.. but it hurts to see what happened on my back.. after looking at it.. its like I was bombarded right on the face.. I was too confident at first.. but it seems that the confidence i have in this case... its not that helping.. How i wish i have the answer.. though i didnt expect to the extend that i actually want. but if i know the answer just a little... it may help me to wait till one point.. the exact point so i can proceed to win the match and be the one to get it.. though its not even a game.. still... this is more to a challenge of life.. another point of life that changes a lot of things..

But why should i suffer so bad this way? i tried so hard to not be demoralized by that.. but even the people who "watch" the game seems to see it at the point where the competitor is in an advantage.. that particular competitor seems to be having not just 1.. BUT!! it seems that he have 4 major advantages that is an impossible for me to have such advantages... though the potential of winning seems to be with me.. the advantages makes him closer to winning... i wont give up! though several times i may be feeling like so.. and i iadmit that this could make me cry my eyes out to win this thing... Ive never be so obsessed to win such match but ive lost once and it really makes me really really SAD!!! ive been suffering this ever since i started it.. even people seems to be seeing me losing though they didnt say it directly.. some dont even notice i was struggling through... THANKS A LOT MR.COMPETITOR.... i think you blew me and make me look so SMALL and makes you look BIG!!! but in a way u are big.. i feel threatened like hell of a threat..

i tried to look at it in a positive manner.. still.. makes me feel terrified.. i can say that if i were to compare the "possession", it is that guy who dominates it.. more to like 65%-35%.... well.. my friends are with me.. even they realize that my current post was threatened,... but i keep it cool.. smile to the opponent.. as if i am not threatened.. but deep inside.. i wish he was dead.. oppss.. sorry.... not dead.. maybe that guy could back up or stop competing... but this guy was the major competitor.. the minor competitor might also suddenly be the winner... im glad that im still standing with some progress.. and the progress seems to be kinda positive... by the time im in my degree.. I PRAY TO ALLAH!! may i win this and may i be getting the best of my fight.. and having the winning of life.. once and for all,,,,

Mock Trial Wa Ghairuha :)

Jabir-Abdullah(JAY),Khadijah the awesome sister n Norela Ahmat AWESOMEST MOM!

With Bismillah I start this post...

Alhamdulillah.. Mock Trial: Jelita is over.. and not just an ordinary over.. Jelita was a HIT! It is LEGENDARY!!!! Im not saying this because im one of the actor.. but this is from the feedback from the awesomest FRIENDS and also other people who watch this Mock Trial. Thanks for watching everybody! :)

First of all.. It has been 2 month of practice of JELITA... and yes.. it is tiring yet AWESOME.. we all have been "torchered" by our Director.. ha ha.. but its cool for me because he got the VISION on where and how he want the Mock Trial to work... I dont have any idea on what to say.. so i just tell a story based on pictures.. and maybe some videos

Ouch! THAT is going to HURT!

Haa... Terkejut ke? well.. he dont get slapped for anything.. he asked daus to slap him to get his FEEL... so now u see how hard we worked for this.. or lets say that.. IT HURTS! ha ha ha.. But I think the hard work pays off at the end of the day.. we had a lot of fun.. THANK YOU MOCK TRIAL CREW!!! And special thanks to Zaqquan as the PM.. without him.. theres no JELITA.. and of course.. Tasmina Binti Hishamuddin!!! such a g
reat actress.. she made me cry :') she was MIND BLASTING! happy to have you as a friend Amalina! YOU ARE AWESOME!!

Before AND After GAY!

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

Not to worry im not a real gay or any other name for it.. ha ha ha.. but ill say that acting like one is a reaaaaaaal hard work.. they say i look pretty! ha ha ha!! i don't know how to respond.. should i be happy or angry? i don't wanna look gay! but its hard not to be happy.. ha ha ha.. orang puji kot! kalah pompuan tu haa.... oyehh.. CHOOOOOIIIII!!!!! :P

Siapa Lagi Cantik? Ha ha ha!!

this picture was taken after the show.. and i was shocked to see such embarassing picture.. ha ha.. a second i think for myself.. do I really look THAT GAY????? hahaha... oh yess.. i hate to see myself in the video during mock trial.. that is soo soooooo GAY!*kutuk diri sendiri gila-gila*
this is the picture of me n Fatin Nabilah :) muka yang sangat girlish VS a real girl :P

My Picture with my beloved mother and sister :)*kak paan also in the pic!*

Much Much Much Much LOVE to Ummi n dijah because both of you came and support me :')
and tonnes of sorry for Dzar n Afnan because i didnt get to buy you guys the ticket.. but if i get the videos... i promise ill give it :) and also Kak Paan!! Thanks for coming! glad to have a senior like u in AIKOL :)

Lastly.. Praise to ALLAH for making our day such a happy day! wherever we go.. I know u'll always be with us! :) :) :) :) :)

I'LL BE MISSING ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CONTRIBUTED FOR JELITA VER MUCH!!!

And special thanks to Zatie Razak who borrowes me the BB for the internet! :) such a great friend i have here in IIUM :)

Journey Of Life

Sebelum mula, nak iklankan selipar Croc baruku
Timekasih byk lah sape teman beli haritu!

Wooh.. Akhirnya dapat jugak masa nak update balik blog ni.. pergh... kesibukan dan ketiadaan internet merupakan punca utama tertangguhnya blog ni... (alasan je tu).. so in this precious moment, let me just share a lil bit of what i have, what i get, what i learned on the past few weeks.. or lets just say.. the month.. of December :)

First of all... this month is one hell of a month! seriously im so freakingly tired.. especially about the mooting workshop thingy.. well.. the story is quite pathetic.. but i wanna include this

Ada apa dengan gambar ini??? haaa.. this is the story... this is the day that Shakinah told me to get the approval for the proposal for the mooting workshop.. i can say... due to the way i dressed up... it makes my day very much in ease.. without any problem, i went to the Department of Law to meet up with the head of department to get the approval.. within minutes i send the proposal, the HoD approves without any problem... BUT!! its sad that it doesnt finish that way... theres a bad thing... very bad thing happened the next monday(of ya... i dressed up like in the picture on friday).. I went back to the Department to get the signature of the head of department on behalf of the Arts programe dean(or maybe D.Dean.. im not sure).. that is when the HELL starts.. all of a sudden, our budget proposal was again being checked and this time... theres a lot of money that is being cut by the HoD~~.. at that moment, my heart feels like it is going to stop! haha... but finally.. long story short, after a few discussion with the advisor n a little change.. the problem is solved and we only have to wait for the day to come.. huuuuu

Next! this is like the happier part of the month... MOCK TRIAL... yes! I love to say that I love the cast and crew for Mock Trial... Though there are a little bit of conflict during the training n stuff.. mock trial is still awesome... from the director, Putra Haziq, Programme Manager, Zaqquan, And also the main actress, Amalina... they are AWESOME.. i say! AWESOME!!! and also the otheer actor(too much to be stated)... the ticket or its better to say Invitation card.. oh yaa.. Invitation card.. i got the picture of it.. haha.. but just the envelope.. but youll be suprised when u look inside! :P

Haha.. btw.. please do ignore the name on the envelope! haha.. what to do.. because it is written that way.. so i decided to take picture of it.. haha... anyways... The poster for JELITA really makes the mock trial much more interesting... i really like the way Amalina's face are captured and put into the poster.. it really shows the puaka-ness of the evil girl.. hahaha... btw.. this is the poster :)

haaa... kan kan kan? he he he... oh btw.. not to forget.. the Trailer for mock trial.. i really like the effect... so if you are about to watch the trailer.. i suggest to watch it either using headphone/earphone or by increasing your speaker volume to the loudest you can... and watch the trailer.. you will get the feeling.. haha.. you may watch the trailer here :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h31L4kIk23s

it is a not to be missed event! make sure you already have your own ticket!! haha!
so i think thats all i can write for today... i just want to include a little bit more picture that can be related with Mock Trial... or maybe some out of topic.. hahaha

Friends, Meet Gonox! She's FUNNY and adorable.. hahaha
fav quote "aku natrah!" n "toopan"

Nazir, bestest friend.. hahah.. sumpah rajin gila!
dia tech director, dia yg urus prop.. kesian.. byk keja dia
oh ya.. NAZIR! buat FB cepat!

NI Kerusi yang dipatahkan semasa latihan Mock Trial..
Hahaha.. siapa individu yg bertanggungjawab?
ini yg kita x tahu.. hahaha

Qurban 2010 :)

Bismillah... it is considered as late for me to publish a post about my qurban holiday.. the fact that i dongt have any pictures to be posted to share about Eid Al-Adha... but that doesnt mean i cant post something right? so let me start with looking back at the history of our prophets Ibrahim and Ismail.. When Allah commanded Ibrahim to slaughter his own son(Ismail) , Ibrahim shows the loyality and total submission to Allah as he told ismail that he should slaughter ismail.. so then, when Ibrahim as about to slaughter Ismail, Allah SWT changed ismail with an animal... so thats a brief history about the Ibadah of Qurban :)

I think that should be enough to be shared..